What the hell is wrong with me? My soul hurts so bad and I don't know why. I smile and laugh, but my heart is torn apart inside. I couldn't tell anyone why I hurt so bad, but I know it's not gonna go away any time soon. Why is everyone so happy around me, why can't I be happy? AWwWWWW Www I can't think or breath sometimes... I can't stop crying. I just want to fall in to a place where I can be held tight, so I can't get away, in the place I'm in now I feel like I'm lost and wondering, nowhere to be, nowhere I'm needed. No place. I can feel my heart so much and it hurts, oh it hurts so much. I can't breath. I just want to wake up. I need help, someone help me please...